I've been horribly ill in RL this last week - chest infection is making it impossible for me to do much of anything at all except sit still, and even that I can't do as I'm wracked with paroxysms of coughing. My breathing sounds much like the monster's did in "The Relic". For those that haven't seen the film (& I do recommend it, as even if it does have some very silly dialogue & some major plot flaws such as the museum's security systems, it's quite the scariest monster movie I've seen well, up until Cloverfield), it makes a sound that makes Darth Vader sound like he's a champion marathon runner with no breathing problems at all to speak of. Oh, to sound like Vader again!
So, anyway, I've been unable to sleep as I keep waking myself up with my coughing & getting glaring looks from my wife, so instead of pressing the matter futilely & lying there vainly trying to get back to sleep, I've been propping my barely alive carcass up at the computer desk instead. At least it's warm here, and while I can type with no problem, I can't actually talk very well at all. It's annoying and frustrating to be expected to do the sort of things that I just don't have the breath for, like getting up & going downstairs (or worse yet, getting back up them), or talking with people who don't have the hearing to hear what you're trying to say to them anyway. My thinking's kind of fuzzy like this - I'm dosed up on cold remedies - and it's difficult to think of responses to questions. So mostly while I'm like this I'm at my Mac on the 'Net, and since I'm not feeling too chipper I've been mostly at Warcrack levelling up my gnome, and now playing with my new Blood Elf Death Knight. This involves minimal movement, merely pressing the same keys every so often, and use of the mouse, and I can do this with no real problem (except when in combat & suddenly wracked by another coughing fit, and the mouse gets jerked around wildly).
So anyway, I'm still alive, and I'm off down to the doctor's again to see if maybe now will they give me antibiotics for the bacterial chest infection? See, it's easy to say when someone has a cold & asthma that well, your asthma is aggravated by the cold, but I've had asthma for 37 years. I have 38 years of fairly specialist research on my own body & I've gathered enough info now to know that in 99% of cases where I have a cold & this doesn't go away & I end up with a bubbling, hacking cough & bronchitis, that a secondary infection has set in in my lungs. It has so far happened every time except for once, which over 38 years is probably a better batting average than most GPs would be able to boast (mind you, in fairness, they're looking at a lot of different diseases in a lot of different bodies - I wouldn't want their job) - but it would be nice if they listened for once.
Bah, anyway...
Turns out leaving Dublin's worked out for me okay: I've a twice a week gig at Dreamers / The Wild Rover, and another on Sundays at the Bushy Beard in Brugge. The BB seems to be run pretty much how I'd have expected most places to be run, but have found that few are: the management give you the slot to play in, you turn up & they trust you to do a good job of it, playing what you feel would be good. You're a trusted expert, not someone who needs micromanaging. They don't have the cruft of bureaucracy that other places seem to have - the 3-5 level management & corporate matrix structure & all that. You don't need it, not at an operational level, & I'm so glad to be somewhere that just makes it easy for you to do beautiful things. *So* looking forward to the tail end of the week!